Update

Well we are in the weekend, and its going alright. I don't know that I am doing all that I should be doing but I am trying!

I have a shake for breakfast and for lunch then I have had jerky for a snack with crackers. Then for dinner I eat what everyone else is eating just less then usual. The bad thing is I am always hungry. When I eat at night it makes me sick. I know that after I have the surgery it will get better for the fact that I wont be hungry anymore.

I went and worked out everyday this week. I have loved it, yes it kicked my butt, but I survived! I am glad its the weekend.

I found a yogurt that had 12g of protein in it, which is very good, but the yogurt was terrible. I decided that even though the others had 5-7g I would take it. I have been stressed about everything and I don't want to stress about that!

You might find me crazy but I start stressing over the little things. Am I ever going to eat again, am I ever going to have the wheel power to do everything. Only time will tell.